the insanity is approaching, it is here, and there is nothing we can do about it
it's like my own digital canvas of the webspace and it is great
1% battery phone no
its december 31st, which logically means, that its december 31st
ive been thinking, i should be writing more notes
and better notes too
i should write that down in my notes
great idea for a note
the ruling is in:: no more bullshit dumbness
lets actually get this ball rolling
oof, it's heavy
plane cardboard. remember that
these notes are
things
it's like, the plane, is made of cardboard and it has all these tubes
lets actually get this going
so ive been having a bad time with this, motivation is difficult
i need to find a way to, like
find it more often
like im the mineral doctor, and im trying to find better ways to find the gems
but the gems are actually motivation
i need to regroup with all this, actually get the shit in the correct order of shit, to make better shit
yknow what im saying
sorry, i meant
the plane is made of metal, and the tubes are cardboard,
i need you to do something, ok
if you came here from my discord i need you to tell me so i know people are listening
i just wanna be free, and insane.
what i do is, i talk to myself, through notes, online.
i found the solution. it's memory! my brain can remember things
its like the world is always ending, and thats, just a rule
so why worry now
im just trying to make it out, with this,
did we consider changing the clock? let's try changing the clock
its like you write a note, then you're in a note writing mood
and all you can do is write notes
it's like, the thing is, this is how it is, and i gotta stop denying it and being a little bitch
jan 11 2023 normal day
oughta write that down
friday write sjsjsjjs
so ive been having a time. its the weekend now yay. its gonna be the weekend, all the time actually.
that's how it is.
hey whats that sound outside? im not sure. but i hear it lots.
i like apples. an apple a day keeps the oranges away. i dont eat apples much, that was a lie. i enjoy banans.
yknow how triangles are like pointy i wonder what would happen if you touched the edge
yknow?
friday writing is gonna be a fun thing, maybe i should do it more often. maybe.
shambling h
the end
cool stuff going on. computer soon. yay!
eggs eggs
man i fuckin love sleeping
monkey. tables chairs. assemble the monkey table chairs. hopping up the a track b train c cart, on my way for burrgre mmmmnyyayayyyy
so the first rule is: make sure you sleep.
so itss feb 5, 2 23, and i making a new game with me buddy. me lad
so how are you there im good. ui love to eat cheese and stuffs. cheesing is good.
its almost like, i could put my PC, on top of my head.
im mad. this is mad. it sucks. thats the sucky part.
the thing is, it sucks.
so much work i can do and nobody to tell me what i should do or what's important.
and im passionate about this stuff too, im not like, its not like a rigging (thats not the right word) its not like a boring 9-5 job this is awesome shit that i love
but there's no real, direction to it. i need some way to get this going, man
or its gonna be enough to make me want to just
quit everything
but im hopeful about it. like, thats the thing. im hopeful, that i can do this. i just oughta try, and i'll see what i can do.
fuck it, im doing the friday writing on wednesday. this is note chat 2023, march 2023 , chatting with the notes. hello. ive been able to do it. ive been doing it, and its working. imgonna go get someeeeeeeeeeeeeee
food maybeeeeeeeeee,, imrelaly im trying my best and my best is doing good. my best is good. here i am, emptying my thoughts into this piece of paper keyboard, its not paper what am i thinking. i wanna make people happy with my work, i want it to be enjoyable
and i think im accomplishing that.
i have gained a small fanbase and i am able to like
see them
also ive been able to step my foot into the world of music making. so far its going very well. that concludes this note chat, im gonna try to write notes more often,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bye
its june fuckin uhh, something, and it's like, is anyone ever gonna see this stuff? is this like useless, is this like, crazy?? thats what im thinking. yknow thats what i have been thinking.
like its june 10 2023, its the end of the world, its always been the end of the world.
for a while.
ive been thinking of this . it's journaling. this is a journal.
neat.
glub glub ~ <><
this is not cool anymore. i am so done with this sort of thing it is uncontrollable
clearly im a game developer but
a useless one
like im not sure what the point is if you just cant come up with original ideas. you gotta come up with something original.